ergo3636

ergo3636 @ 2006-01-21T00:13:00

2006-01-21T05:29:22Z

Yeah so I know I havent been on here in a while. Well I have been on but not really updating it. I have been on MySpace a lot, but have also been dealing with all my own shit right now. I work a lot and that seems to occupy any free time I feel like I should have. Rumors are still going around like wildfires and I for some reason seem to be involved in all of them. GRRRRR.....that pisses me off. That and people talking shit that they should just be saying to my face. Not neccesarily rumors but I guess you can call it "problems" that they have with me. I wish they would just tell me to my face instead of telling everyone around me that I see everyday and the ones that they know will tell me. That shit pisses me off. Dont talk about me to someone you know will come and tell me. TELL ME YOURSELF!! Wheww, now that that is off my chest...moving on. I go out...A LOT. Well just about every Thursday and then some Saturdays. Unfortunately havent gotten any guys to fall madly in love with me yet, but for so strange reason I seem to be the new ladykiller in this joint. All the girls fall for me...with out a problem at all. Flattering, but I would like to have a guy fall for me. The make out banditt is back. LOL. Anyway. I am in my own apartment and liking it. Its so close to work and it is close to the club so its less of a distance to drive after drinking a few. But thats about it.

Feelin Country

2006-01-04T04:00:49Z

I took a good long hard look at what I would do if I could do it all again. I hope you get the chance to live like you were dying!

For some reason I am in a country mood. Miss Jenni....listening to Live Like You Were Dying. Bring back memories? Yeah. I miss ya like crazy! You sound happy...for once and that makes me extremely happy for you. Stay happy...no matter what!! Life is a funny thing and brings us all down some pretty fricken windy roads...trust me I have have my share of twists and turns. Anyway...just wanted to share the fact that I am happy for you being happy and please please be strong and just know that you dont have to stoop to his level. Let him be dumb!

ergo3636 @ 2005-11-25T03:44:00

2005-11-25T08:45:21Z

yeah, 3:30am and getting ready for work. must be BLACK FRIDAY. sucks a big fat one! but anywho...of to the 24 hour Mcdonalds to get a huge cup of coffee. peace out.

Thinking...

2005-10-27T04:01:31Z

Have you ever gone through a day thinking of someone and wondering if they are thinking about you at the exact same time...or at all? Ever had good news that you want to call someone and tell but not know if you should call or not? Dont you ever just catch yourself thinking? I do. I have. I have a lot lately.

So yeah, about that...I miss you.

ergo3636 @ 2005-10-22T21:34:00

2005-10-23T01:45:08Z

Ok, just so everyone knows. I FINALLY got up the guts to ask the Pepsi guy out!!!!! We are going to lunch on Friday. Hell yeah!

Work is going awesome. They pretty much let me make my own schedule which has been basically open-close every day. I work about 50 hours a week. Just got another raise. Getting sick...that sucks. What else? Did I mention...date with the Pepsi guy? Umm....My car is a piece of crap! It broke down and had to get towed home from New York on the way home from Liz's wedding, spent $800 to fix it then and today(like 2 weeks later) my friken check engine light came on. I need a new car! Umm, its about to snow here. Going to a Dave Matthews concert with the 35 year old Swain. He just bought tickets and called me to tell me about it. Whatever...its a free ticket to a concert I wanted to go to anyway. Dressing up as something for Halloween for work. Hopefully I will think of something creative. But I am going to go take a bath and take some meds for this stupid cold. Urg.

Its been a hard days work

2005-09-18T02:17:39Z

I just took the most amazing bath! Jets and everything. Ahhhh. I needed it after a day like today. I swear, I had every bad customer in the world today. I really messed up today and could have seriously gotten in trouble if the managers weren't so cool about covering our butts. Oh well. I cleaned my turtle shell sneakers today. Nice and white! Tomorrow is a day off for me. Might go shopping with my mom. I need a dress for the rehersal dinner and some other stuff. Might be getting a cheap apartment up closer to work. Wasnt planning on it when I moved up here, but it just kind of came up in conversation with a girl at work and having to pay almost close to $200 a paycheck for gas to get up there is making it more appealing by the minute. Of course I never thought there would be a hurricane that made gas sky rocket like it did, so before gas to get to and from work wasnt an issue. Anywho. I will be in GA in a week and a few days. Thats cool. Liz gets married 2 weeks from yesterday. Hmmm, what else? Thats about it for now. Miss Jenni I sure do miss chattin with ya ;) Gimme a call if you get a free chance tomorrow. Peace out!

ergo3636 @ 2005-09-15T13:42:00

2005-09-15T17:46:17Z

I hate the rain...well, I guess I only hate it when I decide to straighten my hair. Good idea Emily. It is friken pouring out right now. Shoulda known. My root canal is over and done with. THANK GOD!! Now I get to see how much it is going to cost me and now if I need a crown ontop of it. Going out again tonight. The club on lady's night. I never heard form that Pat guy...I am NOT surprised at all about that one. HAHA. But who knows what tonight will bring. And what people will be saying tomorrow at work. I have decided that today I am watching soaps. 15 minutes. I havent seen them in a really really long time. My parents got their computer fixed so I have to undo mine soon. Figure out a way to set up the wireless internet. Miss Jenni, I hope all is going well...you know what I mean by that..Thats about all I have for now. Until later. Its soap time!!

ergo3636 @ 2005-09-10T22:04:00

2005-09-11T02:13:28Z

Yikes...was it busy today at work or what? Sheesh. Oh well. It is friken cold here. Hasnt snowed yet but it sure feels like it tonight. 3 days till my root canal. Kinda scared about that. But later that night I am going out to dinner and then to a cashiers meeting at work. Fun fun.

So the club the other night. HAHA. Well I will start by saying...I didnt make out with anyone!(Wish I did) We were the first ones in there. Saw a bunch of people from work...that was not a good thing. It didnt take me long to get shitfaced! I had like 5 cranberry and vodkas, 2 shots of beer, a jello shot and a test tube shot. Pretty much enough to put anyone under. But man, was it fun! Danced for like an hour with this WICKED hot guy. Pat was his name. His buddy was dancing with Amanda and thats just how the night went. I got to work at 1:30 the next day and EVERYONE...I mean everyone knew about my night of drinking. (Miss Jenni...bring back memories?) Yeah, well the guy Ben from furnature was there and not sure why he felt the need to blab all over the store, but it got out big time. Most of the people are cool and just laughed at me and thats cool. But come on, there were 6 people from Wal-Mart there ALL pretty much drunk, so why was I the olny one talked about? Amanda was dancing with a guy too. Oh I guess since I was dancing with a guy that made me a "horndog" I think is what he called me. Nice, huh? My bad. I dont give a crap...I had fun and atleast I picked the cute one to dance with. This one guy(not cute at all) wanted to dance with me and started to lead me on to the dance floor and I just totally turned and grabbed this other guy(his friend Pat) and danced with him for the rest of the night. So there! Had to go to Denny's after we got out to try and sobber up a little bit more. Kinda worked...shouldnt have driven home though.

2 weeks till I go to Georgia again. Liz's wedding. Excited about it. I blew a speaker in my car today. Ooops. Should probably get that fixed before I go down. I might just have to. Anyway. I should head to bed. Toodles for now.

ergo3636 @ 2005-09-08T14:19:00

2005-09-08T18:26:40Z

Ok, never again! I hate trying on bras. Seriously. It is the biggest pain in my ass ever! Urg. But other than that, I got my oil changed today. Only about 1,500 miles over. Ooops. Moving on. I am going on the 3rd day in a row having my hair down straight. I am starting to get used to it. Its only the doing it in the morning. Got it down to about 45 minutes instead of an hour. Going to get my eyebrows waxed in a few. It has been WAY too long since I have had it done. So thats out of the way. I got my root canal set up for Tuesday morning. I took the earliest appointment. STUPID ASS ME!!! It is at 7:00am and I have to get there 15 minutes early for paper work and it is about 45 minutes away! So that puts me leaving the house at about 5:45 to go get my tooth drilled. Hello! Can we say better off dead? Oh well. Atleast it will be done then. No more pain and I have a whole bottle of Tylenol with Codine. SWEET! But I should probably head out now to go get beautiful...I think I need a lot more help than just waxing. HAHA. Ok peace out for now.

ergo3636 @ 2005-09-07T11:59:00

2005-09-07T15:55:19Z

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I have my hair down!

2005-09-06T16:58:09Z

Straightened my hair today. No reason for it, just got bored. Off to see the dentist. I might make a few stops on the way. Like Wally world. I know...its sad. I work there AND I have to shop there. Its a hard life for me. HAHA. I SO DO NOT want to go to the dentist today. Blows a big one! I think I am going out on Thursday. Probably just for a few drinks with a couple of people from work...too bad the pepsi guy isnt going to be there. Maybe we'll run inot him. HAHA. But it is also ladies night at the club right by my work so I thought about stopping by there. Who knows though. I do miss the club scene but not so sure it is going ot be the same without my clubbin buddie. Miss Jenni...wanna fly in here for Thursday night? Cool, pick you up at 7. HAHA. I can wish cant I? Moving on. There is a song at work that plays over on the Wal-Mart air thingy. And di you know that YOU CANT OVER LOVE YOUR UNDERWEAR is a song that you can download online? HAHA. Thought I was going to die today I was laughing so hard. But now it is time and I must go. Wish me luck. I hope I am still alive by the end of today. Peace out!

Another song, another day

2005-09-06T14:53:21Z

Oh, I swear this town gets smaller everyday.
And I'm waiting for my chance, I'm gonna break away.
I'm so sick and tired of being told what's good for me
People got lots of ideas of who I'm supposed to be.

Angel, carry me, oh so far away
May my body never touch the ground
And if I promise you I'll be back someday
Will you set me free, so I can fly away?
Fly away, fly away.

Well most folks here, they don't dig too deep
They can't dream to big, 'cause they've got fields to keep
I could walk away and leave behind my family
Or get buried alive in this legacy.

Angel, carry me, oh so far away
May my body never touch the ground
And if I promise you I'll be back someday
Will you set me free, so I can fly away?
Fly away, fly away.

I wanna sleep under a different piece of sky
I wanna live a little bit before I die
I wanna be so close to heaven I see angels....

Angel, carry me, oh so far away
May my body never touch the ground
And if I promise you I'll be back someday
Will you set me free, so I can fly away?
Fly away, fly away.

ergo3636 @ 2005-08-31T23:08:00

2005-09-01T03:28:42Z

So yeah...I am going to start riding my NON-EXISTANT bike 60 miles roundtrip to work. Its good exercise, right? Maybe hitchiking would do good too. You never see then around these areas, maybe I should/could start a trend. HAHA. But I really shouldnt be complaining. Look at what everyone else lost in this and all we have is higher gas prices. People lost people and houses and EVERYTHING they own. I can not imagine not having anything. No house, car, job, clothes, food and water. Normal everyday things. Just gone. Could you? Where would you start over? How would you? It is beyond me. And I agree Miss Jenni, this is stuff our children and grandchildren will be reading about in history books and stuff. The worst natural disaster in our nation's history...of all time. Thats huge! Thousands are presumed dead. People never being able to return to their homes. The picture on the front of our newspaper up here today showed everyone in New Orleans walking with water up to mid-chests with what they could get of their belongings above their heads. And these looters. Running into stores and stealing things! Ok, I could MAYBE understand if it was things that they NEEDED to survive, but when they show people running out of stores with arms full of clothes...ok, you might stink if you wear the same shirt a few days in a row, but not the most necessary thing to survive at this point. Like food and water is a little bit more understandable. But maybe thats just me. Wal-Marts out there have armed officers wadding in the waiste deep water to prevent that. It is just so crazy. I dont think I could say that enough right now. Wow. I dont know what else to say...

ergo3636 @ 2005-08-31T18:07:00

2005-08-31T22:10:04Z

Well....gas in Atlanta...$5.57!!!!!! Holy HIGH PRICES BATMAN!! Its only $3.03 here. Which is still high, but man, not that high. Be back on later. Dinner time. Tacos!

ergo3636 @ 2005-08-30T20:25:00

2005-08-31T00:43:01Z

Wow, I am really bored. My eye is watering for some unknown reason and I need to force myself to go to bed early tonight. I am so tired. Work was crazy yet again and now they want to train me for a CSM(customer service manager). Not sure if I want to take them up on it. Its A LOT of crap to put up with and I am afraid the money wouldnt be worth it. But they atleast want me to learn it so I can cover breaks and shifts if need be. Which wont be so bad. Who knows though. Trying ot think if anything else happened...nope! HAHAHA. Hopefully something interesting happens at work tomorrow to give me something to write about. Cause for now...I GOT NOTHIN!

Random...jolliness is good...I think

2005-08-30T02:26:01Z

Yeah, work has been crazy ass busy lately. I guess all the back to school shopping and what not. That and being under staffed. But it keeps me busy and awake and makes the days go by faster. I love working mornings. Of course getting up at the ass crack of dawn sucks but the days fly by at work. Still adjusting, but overall it is pretty much the same store I left. Anyone want to go to New Orleans with me for Mardi Gras with me? I am serious...I want to go. Even if it just for the weekend...I wanna go. So pack up the SHORT BUS...HERE I COME!! Who's coming with me? <-- HAHA...thats a line from a movie. One of the best of all times. Jerry Maguire. So my parents are done camping and no more quiet nights in the house all alone. Its my time to go camping. I have a whole brand new camper to myself. Power, water, cable tv, and A BED! Couldnt ask for much else. Well a closet to put my stuff in would work. But believe it or not..this is amazing. My dad passed up camping this weekend(note:its Labor Day weekend) to paint the room so it will be one step closer to being done. I know..I almost had a heart attack. Speaking of. I have a 35 year old with a crush on me. Flattering yes, but I dont ever get the guys I want interested in me. He is a nice guy, but just not someone I would date. Age is kind of a factor. 22/35. 13 Years. Kinda a lot for me. Of course he only got to see me sober for like 10 minutes(yeah..didnt take me long to get drunk)and the rest of the night I was drinking. Maybe thats why. HAHA. I am being really random...sorry guys. Ok, I think I am going to head out to the camper. Leaving a Hansel and Grettle trail to find my way back to the house int he morning. But I gotta think of something besides breadcrumbs because the bears would eat them and how stupid would it be to purposely attrack bears around my sleeping area? Right? Okey Dokey. Peace out for now.

"If I tell you I'm strong would you play along, if I tell you I'm strong would you play along, or would you see I'm just as insecure as anybody else?"

In a really good mood for some reason...

2005-08-29T02:31:47Z

Yeah, sang that one lastnight. We had a little karakoe going on there. Had a blast though. 8 beers is enough for me, I'll tell ya! But it was really cool to hang out with Crystal after a 4 year absense. Not a whole lot has changed. We talk on the phone here and there but everyone knows that it is different to actually be in the company of an old friend. We figured out lastnight that we have known eachother for abotu 10 years. So anyway, we sat around the bonfire drinking and talking. Fun fun night.

I talked to Miss Jenni tonight!YAY!! Something I didnt mind interupting my whoppie time. HAHAHA. Remember that? That was awesome. I'm glad you like the school your at. That always helps.

Been watching the weather about hurricane Katrina. That storm is as wide arcoss as the drive from New Orleans to Atlanta. Like 495 miles across. How crazy is that?! The are predicting if it a direct hit on N.O. that people wont be able to live in the city for over 6 months because the city will be under water. Man.

Went to a friends wedding reception today. Rain sucks. Made me cold. But it was good to see her. I hadnt seen her since I left for GA. Her baby is getting so big. And I finally got to meet Tayna's baby(the one I threw the shower for at work). That was fun. But had to come home and get a few minutes of rest. A lot to drink mixed with very little sleep makes for a not so happy camper. So I got about 2 hours in there. Woke up all refreshed. Went grocery shopping for, well, groceries. That was cool. The new store in town stays open till 9pm now! Thats a huge accomplishment for a store in town. Used to close at 5pm on Sundays. Blabbing now. Going to go. Toodles till next time!

Love This Song!

2005-08-29T02:02:08Z

Monday, hard to wake up
Fill my coffee cup, I'm out the door
Yeah, the freeway's standing still today
It's gonna make me late, and thats for sure
I'm running out of gas and out of time
Never gonna make it there by nine

[Chorus:]
There's gotta be something more
Gotta be more than this
I need a little less hard time
I need a little more bliss
I'm gonna take my chances
Taking a chance I might
Find what I'm looking for
There's gotta be something more

Five years and there's no doubt
That I'm burnt out, I've had enough
So now boss man, here's my two weeks
I'll make it short and sweet, so listen up
I could work my life away, but why?
I got things to do before die

[Chorus:]
There's gotta be something more
Gotta be more than this
I need a little less hard time
I need a little more bliss
I'm gonna take my chances
Taking a chance I might
Find what I'm looking for
There's gotta be something more

Some believe in destiny, and some believe in fate
I believe that happiness is something we create
You best belive that I'm not gonna wait
'Cause there's gotta be something more

I get home 7:30 the house is dirty, but it can wait
Yeah, 'cause right now I need some downtime
To drink some red wine and celebrate
Armageddon could be knocking at my door
but I ain't gonna answer thats for sure.
There's gotta be something more!

SICK AS A...crappy day

2005-08-24T21:55:26Z

Oh my god I feel like crappola! Every time the weather changes my whole immune system(or lack there of) freaks out. I seriously feel like my head is about to explode! I cant breath out of my nose at all...not even to snuff my nose. URG.

Ok enough of my pitty party. Well that is about all that is going on anyway, but I will spare you having to listen to it.They F'd up my vacation so I have no paycheck this week, which means I dont get paid till the 8th of September. How sucky is that? So from the 11th of August to the 8th of September. That is my luck. I think instead of the saying "The luck of the Irish" I am going to change it to "The SUCK of the Irish". Bad luck follows me, I swear. There I go again. Ok...thinking of something positive.....think think think. I GOT NOTHIN.

I guess I am going to go for now. Call me and cheer me up if you wish(I wont mind)
~Peace out

Blah

2005-08-22T22:02:38Z

Started work today. I worked 8-5. Its weird...its like I never left. People keep asking me how my vacation was. I am like, "Good, but I wasnt on vacation." But I trasfered in straight to service desk so now I got my dollar back and then an extra $0.20. Then in 2 months I am up for another raise. So I am excited. $1.20 more an hour and I never have to work till midnight again!! We hada cookout yesterday. I thought it was going to be awesome since all the family was together again, yet I spent 90% of the day alone. I was so bored I thought I was going to go insane. Liz and my sister Jessica were making wedding programs on the computer all day then Jen was reading her tabloids kinda watching her daughter here and there. My mom and dad were visiting with my grandparents. I hung out with the couch and the inside of my eyelids. So then after people were leaving Liz and I went out for a drink. That was fun. I just wanted to get out of the house. My computer is STILL not hooked up to the internet. I cant get the friken wireless thing to work so I might have to get another modem and just wait to hook it up in my room when I get it. We'll see though. My dad FINALLY said something about my nose ring. HAHA. He walked up to me lastnight as I was getting up off the floor and he just said..."When did you get your nose pierced?" And I looked at him and sadi, " I got it done on my birthday." And that was that. He just kept walking after I answered. Not the response I expecxted but thats not a bad thing. HAHA. Yeah. And thats about it going on with me. I want chinese but the silly chinese place is closed on Mondays. Boo hoo for me. Now I am blabbing.

One word...DRAMA!!

2005-08-17T12:54:59Z

Well it seems that everyone is alive and well. Sense the sarcasm there? I got in lastnight from my 18 hour drive at about 1:30 am then stayed up till about 4 talking with my sister. I drove straight through. I was so happy I didnt have to stop for the night. Wasnt that bad of a drive. Sure was lonely without a buddy in the passenger seat though. And movies would have been nice too. But anyway I made it and I am here. As for everything else going on...I am kinda speachless which might be a good thing at this point. I really dont like seeing everyone fighting. It sucks. For right now I am going to end this and say only a few things. I miss you Jenni and I wish I could be there with you. Guess my timing for leaving kinda blows. Sorry. Everything will pan out in time. It all sucks right now, emotions can get the best of us at times. So anyway...I have the internet again!!! YAY!! I will be back later.

ergo3636 @ 2005-08-07T18:27:00

2005-08-07T22:38:48Z

I know that the second I start to update this, Jenni is going to pull in the driveway and we are going to have to pack up and get ready to GO!! YAY!! I took too long reading everyones journal that I didnt leave myself a whole lot of time to actually update mine. Ooops...hehe. So, yeah. I am going to MI with Miss Jenni for a week! That rocks. Then I come home spend one day with Liz and then off to New Hampshire....for a while. But the good news is is that my sister Jennifer and my niece Michaela and my otehr sister jessica and my nephew connor are going to be there when I get home! I havent seen Jennifer since last October(bad memories about that month). But then I will start work at the wal-mart I can stand and then be ready to drive down here again in the end of September for Liz's wedding. So that seems to be about it. Cool huh? dinner tonight at Jesse's dad's house. Spaghetti(is that how you really spell it?)...anyway...sounds good because I am REALLY hungry. Maybe not as good as mexican but free works for me! Ok time to start packing! Toodles.

ergo3636 @ 2005-07-17T00:35:00

2005-07-17T04:42:14Z

I feel really lost right now. I feel like I have no idea whats going on around me...and I am here thats what is so weird. ok, anyway, I am going to go...cant think of anything else to write.

ergo3636 @ 2005-07-16T00:39:00

2005-07-16T04:45:22Z

Have you ever just felt like crying? Has anyone else felt that at any given moment they are just going to break down and lose it? I feel like screaming! I feel like crying. I have no idea what the hell I am going to do. I need help with this but need to do it on my own. Talking kinda helps but it makes me cry even more. Being broke sucks ass. Anyone agree? Asking for help is even worse.

My new computer!

2005-07-15T02:49:02Z

I am sure no one really cares, but I got a new computer!!! Yup, see I told you no one cares. HAHA. Just kidding. Anyway, I got a Dell, and its all mine! That is a huge accomplishment for me. I know it has been forever since I have written. I am such a bad person. RIGHT....moving on. Whats new with me?? Hmmm. Well, still in GA. My sister gets married in like 2 months. I think that when I move out of Jenni and Jesse's house, whenever it may be, I am going to be going back up to New Hampshire. I dunno....there is the free rent thing that keeps pulling me there. I would actually have a room this time. They finished or are close to being done with the addition so I would have my own room and my own bathroom and now I have my own computer. I think it would be a lot different now. So I think that is where I will be. Sad, yes. I just dont make enough at my job to be able to support my own living arrangements and all. Ya know? Plus, I am homesick. I miss my mom and my sister and nephew a lot. I can transfer back the the old Wal-Mart. Get the extra dollar an hour. Not have to work till friken mid-night! Oh I dont know. But thats about it in a nut shell. I will be on a lot more often now that I have this nifty computer in my room! HAHA. Peace out for now.